Monday, April 9, 2012

The missing

I don't really feel like myself today... I miss Morgantown.  Kara and Terry are the only ones left up there.  Rae is in Texas and everyone else is just... gone...

And then my other friends from here... Karen moved back to Maryland, Aleah lives in North Carolina.  The rest of my friends have families and it's so hard to coordinate our schedules.  I just want to let you all know that I miss you so much, and I'm lonely.

The microwave screws with my hearing aid, I'm guessing.  I was heating up lasagna and when the timer beeped my hearing aids got really quiet.  After the beeping stopped they got really loud again.

I had to stay home from practice yesterday per Hollywood's orders because my knee is seriously jacked up.  I don't even know what I did to it, so I'll probably get it looked at Wednesday or something.  I just know that I can't bend it outward (like you would if you were putting your shoes on) and that sucks really bad.  It also hurts to get in and out of bed and stand for long periods of time.  My knee won't lock into place and tries to give out on me.

I don't need this shit.  I cannot be injured through another minimum skills.  I have to be out on the track with my team.  I won't accept defeat.  Not this time.  So if missing a couple of on-skate practices means that I'll be ready by the time evaluation happens, so be it.

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